Box Full of Darkness


There was a time used to look in the mirror and hate the person reflecting back at me. I was a gullible dreamer who’d grown angry at myself for giving wolves in sheeps clothing my light. I repeatedly gave my love and loyalty, only to gain in return a broken box full of darkness, empty promises and fears that had become my reality. I desperately wanted to be loved and accepted as I sought validation in unhealthy relationships. I thought just about every guy I met could possibly be "the one" when I hadn't fully discovered my own identity. My heart searched for in a man what only Christ could give me. It wasn't until I cut those unhealthy ties with the wrong individuals and sat in God's presence where I became comfortable enough to be ALONE until HE saw fit (if HE saw fit) to send my souls mate. You see, running from man to man relationship to heartbreak and hiding your pain only sets you back further and further from having Gods very best for your life. It's imperative that you press the reset button and pause to heal properly before you find yourself pouring more infection on top of an already oozing wound. BUT amid the tears, disappointment, pain and suffering I realized that very broken box of darkness I was given was indeed one of the best gifts I could have ever received. That ugly box taught me how to love ALL of me and to see myself through the eyes of Christ. That gruesome box that ripped away at my soul helped me grow healthy enough to accept a love that reflects the word of God...and honestly I wouldn't change a single thing I've endured!❤️ And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 1 Peter 5:10 ESV🖤 #BrokenWomenWin #iAmNotMyPast #Better #iCherishMe #SelfLove  

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