I know it looks BAD and your back is against the wall. You're caught between a jagged rock and a hard place with no where to look but up. You've suffered blow after blow, year after year, abandonment on top of more rejection seasoned with embarrassment...BUT GOD'S NOT DONE! There is a brighter day ahead! Hang in there, it's working for your good!!! It's almost over!!!
"Keep a cool head. Stay alert. The Devil is poised to pounce, and would like nothing better than to catch you napping. Keep your guard up. You’re not the only ones plunged into these hard times. It’s the same with Christians all over the world. So keep a firm grip on the faith. The suffering won’t last forever. It won’t be long before this generous God who has great plans for us in Christ—eternal and glorious plans they are!—will have you put together and on your feet for good. He gets the last word; yes, he does!♡"
~1 Peter 5:8-11 MSG